April (Poem)

As far as I see it,
You made a choice
You ran away
And you took your time until you were out of view
You ran away
You. Ran. Away.
You…ran away…

But the road was so empty and long
I saw you, every step of it
You chose Spring
And you chose your youth
And you brought the rain
But didn’t stay to take root.

You ran away.

Before your garden even realized that there was a sun.

Before your garden found out there were feelings that could conquer thirst.

We…
Tried to take care of your garden.

But Ican barely take care of myself.

The smells of violets make me nauseous,
So I won’t grow them.
The sounds of happiness make me jealous,
So I won’t sing.
I can’t enjoy the garden because I burn in the sun.

You ran away
Before you could leave something behind for me…
Inside.
Something to do behind closed doors, so I’m not planting memories that I don’t have the life to breathe into.

Sometimes, 
I want to run away.
I look out at the garden and know I haven’t sowed a damn thing

Nothing to blossom

Nothing to pick

I only rip petals off of everyone else’s flowers
Make my fingers flush as I pinch their colors out
Just for the stains
Just for the moments I can pretend that their colors are mine, 
That they won’t wash away when I close my eyes and run my hands under water

But…
You ran away

And like the pink stains of roses on my thumb and middle finger
You never last for me
I am only reminded and I only pretend
That there is some part of you deep under my skin

You ran away.

As far as I see it
You made a choice.

So I can barely take myself…


Tell me whyyyy?
I wanna punch yoou in the faace
Tell me why?
You keep on annoying meee
Tell me why?
I never wanna hear you say—ANYTHING


I couldn’t resist!

I couldn’t resist!


green-tea-rex:

It’s 1am so I’m sorry for the people who won’t see this. But if you want confidence and don’t know how to get it, a really good way is to be confident in other people. When you walk into Starbucks, think, “damn, that barista’s hair is da bomb!” Or when you go to school, think, “my teacher is rocking that skirt!” When you start seeing everyone as being beautiful, at some point you realize that you’re everyone too.

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doctorkatelyn:

youtubekillsme:

dendenmusume:

fuckyeahhyugiohyaoi:

stayfearless134:

You never know if someone needs this. Reblog this, even if its not your ‘blog type’. Just do it.

Yes, please reblog

Do it. Now.

i sat here and thought about reblogging this or not but then i realized how many people feel suicidal, and i  have too its not dan and phil but i could honestly care less, bc i rather have someone not die then make sure i strictly stay to my ‘blog type’ 

I promise.

doctorkatelyn:

youtubekillsme:

dendenmusume:

fuckyeahhyugiohyaoi:

stayfearless134:

You never know if someone needs this. Reblog this, even if its not your ‘blog type’. Just do it.

Yes, please reblog

Do it. Now.

i sat here and thought about reblogging this or not but then i realized how many people feel suicidal, and i  have too its not dan and phil but i could honestly care less, bc i rather have someone not die then make sure i strictly stay to my ‘blog type’ 

I promise.

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the-captains-wife:

dutchster:

worldpeaces:

can we just take a second to realize that there are 14 year olds that weren’t born in the 90’s. just fucking let that sink in.

what the fuck does he want now

image

Thats it that’s the single greatest pun on tumblr

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unclefather:

Me as a doctor: This patient is down with the sickness

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